A change! You say you need a change!... opening your eyes wide so as to take in better the images of things, or almost closing them because you are short-sighted.
Close them altogether! Have interior life, and you will see, in undreamt-of colour and relief, the wonders of a better world, of a new world: and you will draw close to God..., and know your weakness..., and be deified... with a deification which, by bringing you nearer to your Father, will make you more a brother of your fellow-men.